Love Lives in the Silence After
The house is quiet now, and the day has finally stopped asking things of you. You are afraid that the specific sound of their key in the lock—the small, metallic click that meant they were home—is fading from your mind.
It feels as if losing that detail means losing them entirely, leaving you with only the cold, abstract concept of loss. But the light does not live in the memory of the sound.
It lives in the silence that follows. The father in the story did not wait for the son to rehearse his apology or recall the past; he ran while the son was still far off, before any words could be spoken.
The love is not in the detail you are struggling to hold. The love is the ground you are standing on right now.
You are not losing them as the memory softens. You are being asked to trust the presence that remains when the noise is gone.
Drawing from
Luke 15:20, Gospel of Thomas 77
Verses
Luke 15:20
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