The Light Runs Before You Speak
The house is quiet now, and the day has settled into your bones like a heavy coat you cannot take off. You feel the scream rising in your throat, sharp and desperate, but you swallow it back down because you are certain that if you let even one word out, you will never stop crying.
You hold your breath against the breaking, thinking that silence is the only thing keeping you together. But the light does not ask you to be strong.
It does not need you to hold the weight of the dark by yourself. There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off, covered in shame and exhaustion, and he did not wait for the boy to compose himself.
He ran. Before the apology, before the speech, before the cleanup — he ran.
The light is already running toward you, not to fix the tears, but to catch you when you finally let them fall. You do not have to be the one who holds it all together tonight.
Drawing from
Luke, John
Verses
Luke 15:20, John 11:35
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