the sudden terror that your child's laugh is a language you will never fluently speak because your own tongue was frozen long ago

Your Heart Speaks When Lips Are Still

The house is quiet now, and the dark is gathering at the windows like a slow tide. You listen to the echo of your child's laugh from earlier, and a sudden terror grips you—that your own tongue was frozen long ago, leaving you unable to speak the fluency of their joy.

You stand at the threshold of the night, feeling like a stranger in your own home, holding a love you cannot quite articulate. But there is a voice that knows the shape of your silence better than you know it yourself.

It does not ask you to thaw your frost with effort or force a smile you do not feel. It simply says: I know my sheep, and they know me.

The connection was not built on your perfect words or your flawless performance. It was built on a knowing that happens beneath the noise.

Your child hears the hum of your heart even when your lips are still. The light does not need your fluency to reach them.

It only needs your presence.

Drawing from

John, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

John 10:14

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