The Light Waits for No Clean House
The house is quiet now, and the dark gathers in the corners where your children will soon walk. You lie awake terrified that the emptiness you carry is a inheritance they cannot escape, that the god you hoped to house here has left the building empty.
But listen — the light does not depend on the strength of the walls you built or the perfection of the faith you modeled. There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off, still covered in the filth of his own failures, and he ran before the apology could even be formed.
He did not wait for the house to be clean. He did not wait for the shame to be washed away.
He ran. That same love is already in the room with your sleeping children, independent of your fear.
It was there before you arrived, and it will remain when you are gone. You are not the source of the light in this house; you are merely the window, and even if the glass is cloudy, the sun still shines through.
Drawing from
Luke, Gospel of Thomas
Verses
Luke 15:20
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