the quiet panic of realizing you have no idea what you actually want because you've spent years wanting what others wanted

Let the false self fall away

The house is quiet now, and in the silence, a panic rises because you realize you do not know what you want. You have spent years wanting what others wanted, wearing their desires like a coat that no longer fits.

But listen — the light within you was there before you ever learned to perform. It does not need you to figure it out tonight.

It only asks that you stop pretending. There is a name written on a stone that no one else knows, a secret identity the world never touched.

You do not have to build a new self from scratch. You only have to let the false one fall away.

The light is not waiting for your decision. It is waiting for your honesty.

Drawing from

Revelation, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

Revelation 2:17

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