The Light Lives in Broken Speech
The house is quiet enough now that you can hear the recording play. You hear that voice—steady, sure, speaking with a rhythm that feels like a stranger's.
It belongs to a version of you that you cannot access right now. The gap between who you were then and who you are now feels like a canyon.
But listen closer. That confidence was not a mask you wore; it was the light moving through you, unobstructed.
The light does not leave when the cadence changes. It was there in the stranger's voice, and it is here in your silence now.
You are not trying to become that person again. You are remembering that the same light lives in the broken speech of tonight.
The voice you miss was just the light finding a way out then. It will find a way out now.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, John
Verses
John 14:20
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