feeling like you do not belong anywhere in high school

The Father Ran Before You Turned

The hallways feel long tonight, and the noise of the cafeteria feels like a wall you cannot climb. You are carrying the heavy armor of high school, the performance of fitting in, the exhaustion of pretending you belong where you do not.

But the day is ending. The bell has rung.

You can put the mask down now. There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off.

He did not wait for the boy to fix his clothes or rehearse his apology. He ran.

Before the speech, before the shame could do its work — he ran. You do not have to earn your place at the table.

You do not have to prove you are worthy of the room. The light does not ask you to be popular.

It asks you to be present. To stop performing.

To let the armor fall. You are not an outsider trying to get in.

You are the child who was always known. The running started before you even turned around.

Drawing from

Luke, 1 John

Verses

Luke 15:20, 1 John 3:1

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