The Love Remains When Memory Fades
The room is quiet now, and the panic arrives not with a shout, but with a fading. You are terrified that your hands are forgetting the exact pressure of theirs, the specific warmth that once lived in your palm.
The day ends, and with it, the sharpness of the memory begins to blur. You clutch at the ghost of a touch, afraid that if the sensation slips away, the love itself is gone.
But listen — the light does not live in your ability to remember. It lives in the fact that you were held.
The touch was real, even if the feeling is fading. The love that joined your hands was not generated by your grip; it was given.
And what is given cannot be un-given by a failing memory. The darkness may steal the sensation, but it cannot steal the truth of what happened.
You are not losing the light; you are just learning to trust it without the proof.
Drawing from
John 16:33, Gospel of Thomas 50
Verses
John 16:33
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