the silence in the hallway after you finally open the bathroom door, terrified that your red eyes and shaky voice will give away the hour you just spent falling apart

The Light Waits in the Hallway

The hallway is quiet now, but your chest still feels like it's shaking from the storm you just weathered behind the locked door. You spent the last hour falling apart in the one place no one could see, and now you have to walk out there with red eyes and a voice that might crack if you speak.

The afternoon demands you keep moving, keep performing, keep the mask intact while the middle of the day stretches on forever. But the light does not need you to fix your face before you step out.

It saw you on the floor. It heard every broken sound.

And it is waiting for you in the hallway, not to judge the tears, but to walk beside you while you dry them. You are not alone in the silence.

The light is already there, standing in the ordinary dust motes, ready to carry the weight of your return.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas 77, Matthew 11:28-30

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