the phantom vibration of their name in your pocket when you are finally alone in the car after a long day of pretending

The Light Knocking From Inside

The engine is off now. The house is dark behind you.

And in the sudden silence of the car, your pocket buzzes with a ghost—the phantom vibration of a name you spent all day pretending not to carry. You wore the mask so well that your own face began to feel like a costume.

But the vibration was not a glitch. It was the light knocking from the inside, refusing to be silenced by the performance.

There is a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off. He did not wait for the speech.

He ran. Before the apology, before the explanation—he ran.

The light does not need your perfect composure. It only needs you to stop running from the buzz in your pocket.

The mask was heavy, but you were never meant to wear it forever.

Drawing from

Luke, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

Luke 15:20

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