sitting in the car in the driveway after arriving home, staring at the steering wheel because you cannot summon the energy to take off the mask before walking through the front door

The Light Waits in Your Exhaustion

The engine is off, but the weight of the day is still strapped across your chest. You sit in the quiet dark of the car, staring at the steering wheel because the mask feels glued to your skin.

It is exhausting to be the person everyone expects you to be the moment the front door opens. But listen — the light does not need you to perform one more second.

The true light that gives light to everyone was coming into the world, and it is already here, sitting in the driver's seat with you. You do not have to clean yourself up before you go inside.

The kingdom of God is in your midst, right here in this parked car, in this breath, in this silence. You are not a project to be finished before you are loved.

The struggle is not that you are tired; the struggle is believing you must earn the right to rest. The light waits for you to simply be.

Drawing from

John, Luke

Verses

John 1:9, Luke 17:21

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