Safe in the Silence Before You Go Inside
The engine is off, but the silence in your chest is still roaring. You sit in the dark of your own driveway, terrified to turn the key and walk inside to face the mask you wore all day.
The performance was exhausting — a heavy coat you cannot wait to take off, yet you are afraid to remove it. In this quiet space, the light does not ask you to be anyone other than who you are right now.
It knows the weight of the pretense. It knows the relief of the parking brake.
You do not have to explain the silence to the One who sits beside you in the passenger seat of your solitude. The door handle is not a barrier; it is simply the next step into a love that has seen your face without the paint.
You are safe here. You are known here.
The light is not waiting for you to be impressive; it is waiting for you to be real.
Drawing from
Matthew 6:6, Thomas 24
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