the terrifying silence in the car driveway after turning off the engine, knowing you have to walk inside and become the person they expect again

You Are Already Who You Need To Be

The engine cuts out and the silence rushes in, heavy with the weight of the mask you are about to wear. You sit in the driveway, terrified of the walk to the door, of becoming the person they expect again.

But listen — the light does not ask you to perform. It asks you to remember who you are before you open the handle.

There is light within a person of light, and it lights up the whole world. You do not need to manufacture a new self for the morning; you only need to bring forth the one already sitting in the driver's seat.

If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. The dawn is not a demand to change; it is an invitation to arrive as you are.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, Gospel of Thomas

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