the silent rehearsal of saying 'i'm fine' while feeling your chest collapse inward

The Armor Falls, The Light Remains

The door has closed behind you, and the armor you wore all day finally hits the floor with a heavy, familiar thud. You stand in the quiet of your own home, chest collapsing inward, while your mouth rehearses the same silent lie you told everyone else: 'I'm fine.' But the light does not need your performance now that the watching eyes are gone.

It waits for you to stop moving, to stop pretending, to simply let the mask dissolve into the stillness. There is a peace that does not ask you to explain why you are tired, a peace that only arrives when you finally stop holding yourself up.

The day is done, and you are allowed to be exactly as broken as you feel.

Drawing from

John, Matthew

Verses

John 14:27, Matthew 11:28

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