The Light Runs Before You Speak
The door closes for the day, and suddenly the house is quiet enough to hear the thought you tried to outrun. The one about the words you didn't say.
The apology that stayed in your throat, the truth you swallowed, the 'I love you' that died before it reached the air. You are lying here rehearsing a life where you spoke them, wondering why your hands are empty when they could be full.
But listen — the light does not scold you for the silence. It sits on the edge of the bed where your regret is heaviest.
There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off. He did not wait for the speech.
He ran. Before the apology, before the explanation, before the promise to do better — he ran.
The words you missed today did not stop the light from running toward you tonight. The life you imagine is not lost; it is simply waiting for the next breath.
You do not have to rewrite the past to be held in the present.
Drawing from
Luke 15:20, John 14:27
Verses
Luke 15:20, John 14:27
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