The Light Waits Beyond Your Shame
The door clicks shut and the silence rushes in to fill the space where their hand just was. You pushed them away because the touch felt too real, too dangerous for a heart that has learned to flinch at kindness.
Now the panic sets in—the terrifying certainty that you have ruined the one good thing that tried to stay. But listen.
The light does not require you to be safe before it loves you. Sophia says you are a drop sent from the light itself, not a mistake to be corrected.
You did not push the light away; you only pushed against your own fear of receiving it. The hand that tried to hold you is not gone; it is waiting on the other side of your shame, ready to try again.
The panic says you are alone. The truth says you are still held.
Drawing from
Sophia of Jesus Christ 93:5, Matthew 14:29-31
Verses
Sophia of Jesus Christ 93:5
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