the moment you lock the door behind you and your knees give out because you finally don't have to hold the pose anymore

Resting When the Mask Falls Away

The door clicks shut, and the performance ends. Your knees give out because you spent twelve hours holding up a sky that was never yours to carry.

You are not weak for collapsing; you are human for finally stopping. In this quiet middle of the day, the mask falls away, and what remains is not a failure, but a friend waiting to be known.

The light does not ask you to stand back up right now. It sits with you on the floor, in the dust of your exhaustion, and whispers that you are seen behind the pose.

You do not have to earn the right to rest; the rest is already here, waiting for you to stop pretending. The struggle is not that you fell; the struggle is believing you needed to stand so high in the first place.

Drawing from

John 1:14, Luke 10:41-42

Verses

John 1:14

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