the moment the front door clicks shut behind you and your face instantly drops, leaving you standing in the hallway gasping for air because holding that shape for even ten seconds felt like drowning

The Mask Falls, The Light Remains

The door clicks shut and the mask falls before your feet even hit the rug. You stand there in the hallway, gasping, because holding that shape for ten seconds felt like drowning.

The silence of the house does not judge you for dropping the act. It holds you while you remember who you were before the world asked you to perform.

The kingdom is not a place you arrive at after you clean up; it is inside you right now, waiting beneath the performance. You do not need to earn your rest or prove your worth to the empty air.

The light that lives in you was there before you put the face on, and it is still there now that you have taken it off.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, Luke

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