The Light Does Not Hesitate Over You
The day is ending, and the silence you are replaying is the loudest thing in the room. You remember the split second before they answered your question—the tiny hesitation that convinced you your presence was a burden, a weight they had to mentally lift before they could speak to you.
In that pause, you heard your own unworthiness screaming back at you. But listen closely to the gathering dark.
The light does not hesitate over you. There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off.
He did not stop to calculate the cost of forgiveness. He did not pause to weigh the shame.
He ran. Before the apology, before the speech—he ran.
That hesitation you felt was not the light deciding if you were worth it. It was simply the human noise of a world that forgets how to run.
The love that holds you does not stutter. It does not weigh you and find you heavy.
It sees you, and it moves. The silence was not a rejection.
It was just the space where you forgot, for a moment, that you were already being run toward.
Drawing from
Luke, John
Verses
Luke 15:20, John 1:16
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