You Do Not Have to Break to Be Held
The day is ending, and the silence in the room feels heavy enough to break. So you pick at a scab.
You say the thing you know will start a fight, just to see if they will stay to clean up the mess. You manufacture a crisis because you are terrified that peace means they are already gone.
But the light does not need your chaos to prove it is present. It saw the woman caught in the act, surrounded by accusers ready to stone her, and it did not demand a spectacle to stay.
It simply bent down. When the crowd left and she stood alone, trembling, the light did not scold her for the mess she made.
It asked where they went, and when she said 'no one,' it said: 'Neither do I condemn you.' You do not have to break something to be held. The light is not waiting for you to bleed before it touches you.
It is already here, in the quiet, refusing to leave.
Drawing from
John 8:10-11, Matthew 26:38-39
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