Light Enters Where You Are Weeping
The day is ending, and the house is finally quiet, but your hands feel heavy with the memory of how they trembled earlier. You reached to smooth their hair, a gesture of care, and they flinched—bracing for a blow that was never coming.
That flinch lands deeper than any shout could, carving a canyon between your intention and their fear. In that moment, the light does not scold you for the shadow you cast; it enters the room where you are weeping over what your hands have done.
It knows the sorrow that sits in your chest right now, the ache of being misunderstood by the one you love most. The light is not afraid of your failure, and it is certainly not afraid of your child's fear.
It stands in the gap between your touch and their flinch, holding both with a tenderness you cannot yet muster yourself. You do not have to fix this tonight.
You do not have to erase the memory before you can rest. The light is already working in the silence, rewriting the story your child's body believes, one gentle dawn at a time.
Drawing from
Matthew 26:38-39, Gospel of Mary 5:4-5
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