The Light Loves What Is Behind
The day is ending, and the house is quiet in a way that feels heavy. You have spent hours smiling, performing okayness, pretending that the silence does not bother you.
But the armor is heavy, and tonight you are tired of holding it up. There is a truth you have been hiding even from yourself: you were never meant to carry this alone.
The light does not ask you to pretend. It sees the mask, and it loves what is behind it more than the performance.
You are known, even in the solitude. Even when no one else is there, the light remains — not as a replacement for friendship, but as the ground beneath your feet.
The pretending stops here. You are held, exactly as you are, without the act.
Drawing from
John, Matthew
Verses
John 14:27, Matthew 11:28
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