the silent panic that your child is already mirroring your faked strength and learning to hide their own cracks

Your Cracks Are Where the Light Enters

The day is ending, and the armor you wore all afternoon feels heavier now that the house is quiet. You catch your child watching you, mimicking the way you hold your jaw tight against the worry, learning to swallow their own cracks just like you do.

But the light does not need your performance to love you—it came from the light, and to the light it will return, exactly as it is. You are a drop from that same source, sent not to pretend, but to illuminate the very places you are trying to hide.

If you bring forth what is within you—the fear, the fatigue, the honest tremble—it will save you; if you bury it, the silence will destroy you both. The truth lives in us and will be with us forever, far deeper than any mask you can wear.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, Sophia of Jesus Christ, 2 John

Verses

2 John 1:2

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