The Look You Fear Is Not His
The day is done. The armor comes off.
And in the quiet, you make a silent vow: never ask for anything again. Not because you don't need help.
But because you cannot survive that look on their face—the flicker of annoyance, the subtle recoil, the moment you realize your need is a burden they do not want to carry. So you swallow the request.
You carry the weight alone. You decide it is safer to starve than to be seen as too much.
But listen. There was a woman who had been bleeding for twelve years.
She spent everything she had on doctors and only grew worse. She decided she would not ask.
She would not speak. She would just reach out and touch the edge of his cloak from behind, hidden in the crowd.
She thought if she could just get a piece of the power without engaging the person, she would be safe. But the light stopped.
In the middle of the pressing crowd, it stopped and turned around. It did not have that look you fear.
It called her Daughter. Your hunger does not repel the light.
Your silence does not protect you. The look you are bracing for is not the look you will receive.
Drawing from
Mark, Luke
Verses
Mark 5:34, Luke 6:37-38
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