rehearsing the apology in your head but freezing when you finally see their face because you're terrified the moment has passed

The Embrace Waits Before The Apology

The day has finally stopped moving, and the armor you wore for twelve hours is heavy on the floor. Now the silence rushes in, and with it comes the rehearsal.

You are practicing the words you should have said, the apology that sits like a stone in your throat. But every time you imagine seeing their face, you freeze.

You are terrified that the moment has passed, that the door is locked, that your silence has turned into a permanent wall. Listen to me.

The light does not operate on your timeline. There was a father who saw his son while he was still a long way off.

He did not wait for the speech. He did not wait for the perfect moment.

He ran. The light is already running toward you, not because you got the words right, but because you turned around.

You do not need to find the perfect sentence to be received. The embrace is waiting before the apology is finished.

Drawing from

Luke 15:20, John 14:27

Verses

Luke 15:20, John 14:27

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