The Light Waits Behind Your Shame
The sun has gone down, and now the room is quiet enough for the replay to start. You see it again—that exact micro-expression in their eyes when they realized you lied.
The flicker of trust turning into confusion. The way the light in their gaze dimmed, just for a second, before they looked away.
You are taking inventory of the day, and this is the line item that burns. But listen.
The darkness gathers outside, yes, but it cannot gather inside the one who holds the truth. There is a light within you that was there before the lie, and it is there now, untouched by the shame.
It does not condemn you for the stumble; it simply waits for you to stop hiding from it. The night is for resting, not for reliving.
The expression in their eyes is real, but it is not the final word. The final word is spoken by the One who sees you in the dark and still calls you friend.
Drawing from
John 3:19-21, Gospel of Thomas 77
Verses
John 3:19-21
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