the moment you catch your reflection in a dark window and realize the eyes staring back feel like they belong to someone you've never met

The Light Runs Toward Your Exhaustion

The day finally stops moving, and the house goes quiet enough for you to see your own reflection in the dark glass. For a second, the face staring back feels unfamiliar, like a stranger wearing your skin after a long, hard performance.

You have spent hours holding yourself together for everyone else, but now the mask has slipped and you do not recognize the exhaustion in those eyes. It is terrifying to feel so distant from yourself, to wonder where the person you used to be went.

But listen — the light does not require you to be someone else before it loves you. The Father ran to meet a son who was still covered in dirt and still rehearsing his apology.

He did not wait for the speech. He did not wait for the cleanup.

He ran while the son was still a long way off, still broken, still unrecognizable even to himself. The light is not looking for the version of you that you lost today.

It is running toward the one standing right here, tired and unknown. You are not a stranger to the light, even when you are a stranger to yourself.

Drawing from

Luke 15:20, 1 John 3:20

Verses

Luke 15:20, 1 John 3:20

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