The Hunger That Proves You Are Alive
The day ends, and you stand before the open door—of the fridge, of the library—facing a wall of plenty that feels like starvation. Nothing fits.
Nothing tastes like the thing you actually need. It is a specific kind of exhaustion, this revulsion at the options, this knowing that eating will not feed you.
The light knows this hunger. It has stood in your kitchen, in your living room, in the silence of a room full of noise, and it did not tell you to try harder.
It sighed. It looked at the gap between what is offered and what you crave, and it did not shame you for the emptiness.
You are not broken because the world's bread does not satisfy you. You are human, and you were made for a table the world cannot set.
The hunger is not a mistake. It is the proof that you are still alive, still waiting for the meal that matches your soul.
Put the options down. Close the door.
Sit in the dark with the ache. The light is not in the choosing.
It is in the waiting.
Drawing from
Mark 7:34, Matthew 11:28-30
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