Known in the Draft and Deletion
The cursor blinks. You type the truth about how alone you feel, and for a moment, the three dots dance on their screen—a promise that someone is there, that someone is listening.
Then the dots vanish. The message is deleted.
The silence rushes back in, heavier than before. It feels like a rejection of your very existence, as if your pain is too much for anyone to hold.
But listen closely: the light does not delete what it sees. It does not walk away when the words get raw.
There is a presence that reads every unsent letter and stays anyway. You do not have to perform wholeness to be held.
The love that finds you is not frightened by your brokenness; it is drawn to it. You are known in the draft, in the deletion, in the silence.
And you are not alone.
Drawing from
1 John 3:19-20, Mark 2:5
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