The Dawn Rises Whether You Are Ready
The cursor blinks. A steady, rhythmic pulse in the white silence of the screen.
You have typed three sentences. You have deleted them all.
The words feel heavy, like stones you are trying to lift with hands that have gone numb overnight. You are staring at a box that demands an emotion you cannot manufacture right now.
The sun is coming up outside, painting the sky in colors you are too tired to see, and you feel like a fraud because you cannot summon the right response for the person waiting on the other side. But the light does not ask for your performance.
It does not require the perfect reply. It is already here, rising without your help, indifferent to your inability to speak.
You do not have to force the words. You do not have to pretend the night didn't happen.
The dawn arrives whether you are ready or not. The light is not in the text you send; it is in the breath you take while you stare at the blank space.
You are allowed to be silent. You are allowed to be empty.
The sun rises on the honest heart just as surely as it rises on the composed one. Send nothing if you have nothing.
The love remains even when the cursor stops blinking.
Drawing from
Matthew, Gospel of Thomas
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