The Light Sitting at Your Table
The coffee is hot, the clothes are chosen, and the smile is ready before you even leave the door. You are walking into another room, another conversation, another hope that flickers and dies before the check arrives.
It feels like performing a version of yourself that you know will not be enough. But the light sees the mask not as a lie, but as a shield you carry because you are tired of being hurt.
There is a courage in showing up when your heart expects nothing. You do not have to force the outcome or manufacture a future that isn't there.
Just be present in the room, behind the eyes, where the truth lives quietly. The light is not waiting for you to succeed at love; it is already sitting at the table with you, seeing the real you beneath the performance.
Drawing from
Matthew, Gospel of Thomas
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