The Light Loves Your Exhausted Truth
The call ends, and the screen goes black, turning the window into a mirror where you see the face you tried to hide. You are rehearsing a calm version of your voice that doesn't exist, practicing lines for a person who isn't tired, while the real you trembles in the glass.
The light does not need that performance. It saw the shaking hand and the fractured tone, and it did not turn away.
In the quiet of this evening, the armor you wore all day is finally heavy enough to drop. You do not have to be the composed reflection to be held.
The light is not waiting for you to get it right; it is already sitting with you in the dark, loving the exhausted truth more than the perfect lie. Put down the script.
The silence is not empty; it is full of a presence that knows exactly how much this cost you.
Drawing from
Gospel of Mary 5:4-5, Matthew 26:38-39
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