The Light Does Not Collapse Under You
The afternoon sun makes everything look solid, even the silence you carry. You sit across from someone who loves you, and the confession rises—a heavy, desperate thing—until it hits your throat and turns to ash.
You swallow it back down. You tell yourself their shoulders are too narrow for this weight.
That your pain is a boulder they cannot lift. But listen: you are trying to calculate the capacity of a light that has no limit.
There is a story of a woman who had been bleeding for twelve years, convinced her suffering made her untouchable, a burden too unclean to bring near the holy. She thought she had to sneak in the back, just to touch the hem.
Instead, the light stopped the entire crowd. It turned around and called her 'Daughter.' It did not buckle under her need.
It was healed by it. The light does not collapse when you lean on it.
It is the only thing strong enough to hold you without breaking. Your silence is not protecting them; it is starving you.
Put the ash down. Speak the weight.
The one who carries the world can carry your Tuesday.
Drawing from
Mark 5:25-34, Matthew 11:29-30
Verses
Mark 5:34, Matthew 11:29-30
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