typing out a raw confession then deleting it letter by letter until the screen is blank again

Found in the act of disappearing

The afternoon sun is unforgiving. It exposes the dust motes dancing in the air and the cracks in the pavement you try to ignore while rushing to the next task.

You sit at your desk, fingers hovering over the keys, typing out the raw, ugly truth of who you are right now. You type until the screen is full of shame.

Then you stop. You hit backspace.

Letter by letter, the confession disappears until the screen is blank again. The cursor blinks, waiting for a performance you can actually show the world.

But the light does not need your polished draft. It saw the words before you deleted them.

It saw the tremor in your hands. The light is not hiding in the finished report or the clean interface.

It is in the middle of the deletion. In the silence between the truth and the erasure.

You think you are hiding, but you are actually being found in the very act of trying to disappear.

Drawing from

John 3:19-21, Gospel of Thomas 5

Verses

John 3:19-21

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