Stop Running From Yourself
The afternoon sun is relentless, exposing every shadow you think you cast today. You are replaying the conversation, the meeting, the casual remark, hunting for the exact second the mask slipped.
You are convinced that one awkward pause proved you are a fraud. But the light does not scan your transcript for errors.
It sees the exhaustion behind the performance. There is a restlessness in you that feels like a fire, but the light is guarding it until it blazes.
You are not being graded on your ability to hold the act together. The very fact that you feel like an impostor means you are not one—because the light inside you is too bright to be fully hidden by your fear.
Stop reviewing the tape. The One who knows your name is not analyzing your syntax.
He is simply walking beside you in the heat, waiting for you to stop running from yourself.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, Luke
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