the terror that if you stop performing perfection, you will be seen as broken and immediately discarded

He Ran Before You Were Clean

The afternoon sun is high, and you are still holding up the sky with your own two hands. You are terrified that if you stop performing perfection, the mask will slip and everyone will see the cracks beneath.

You believe that being seen as broken means being discarded immediately. But the light does not need your performance to stay.

It saw you before you ever put the armor on. There is a father who watched his son coming home from a long way off — still covered in the filth of the pig pen, still rehearsing his apology — and he ran.

Before the speech. Before the cleanup.

He ran. The light is not waiting for you to be flawless.

It is waiting for you to be real. You do not have to earn your place at the table by being unbreakable.

The only thing required is that you stop hiding. Your cracks are not reasons to be thrown away; they are the places where the light gets in.

Drawing from

Luke, Matthew

Verses

Luke 15:20, Matthew 5:14

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