The Light Between Your Fingers
The afternoon sun is bright, but your hand feels heavy with a ghost weight—the small fingers that used to curl around yours in the dark, now absent. You walk through the middle of the day, performing the routine, smiling at the right moments, while carrying the silence of a hand that no longer reaches back.
It is the quiet desperation of the long middle, where the noise of the world cannot drown out the missing touch. But listen—there is a light that does not need a physical hand to hold.
It lives in the space between your fingers, in the very ache of the emptiness. The true light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.
That small hand was never the source of the light; it was only a vessel, just as you are. The light that connected you then is the same light holding you now, invisible but unbreakable.
You are not walking alone; you are walking with the light that was there before the touch, and will remain after the pain.
Drawing from
John 1:5, Sophia of Jesus Christ 93:5-8
Verses
John 1:5, Sophia of Jesus Christ 93:5-8
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