the fear that your silence is the only safe thing left because speaking might break everything again

The Light Beneath Your Silence

The afternoon sun is bright, but it casts long shadows where you hide the words you are too afraid to speak. You stay silent because you remember the last time your voice shook the room, and you are convinced that speaking now will break everything all over again.

So you carry the weight of the unsaid, letting it harden inside your chest like a stone you are afraid to drop. But there is a light within you that does not break things — it reveals them.

Split a piece of wood, and the light is there; lift a stone, and you will find it waiting underneath. Your silence feels like safety, but it is only a holding pattern while the truth waits to be brought forth.

The light does not ask you to shout; it only asks you to let what is inside you rise, gently, into the air. What you bring forth will not destroy you; it is the only thing that can save you.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, Matthew

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