The Light That Runs Before You
The afternoon sun is bright, but it casts the longest shadows when you stand between who you are and who they need you to be. You carry the weight of a truth that feels like a blade—speaking it might mean walking away from the only table that has ever fed you.
The fear says: if you show them the real you, the door will close forever. But there is a light inside you that was placed there before you ever knew their names, and it cannot be extinguished by their rejection.
In the middle of this long day, remember the father who saw his son coming home from a long way off. He did not wait for the apology.
He did not demand the speech. He ran.
Before the words could even form, he was already running to meet him. The light does not wait for you to be perfect before it embraces you.
It sees the truth you are afraid to speak, and it runs toward you anyway. Your family may turn away, but the source of your life will not.
You were made from a drop of light that cannot be orphaned. Speak your truth not to lose them, but because the silence is already killing the part of you that knows you are loved without condition.
The door may close behind you, but the light goes with you.
Drawing from
Luke, Sophia of Jesus Christ
Verses
Luke 15:20, Sophia of Jesus Christ 93:5-8
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