The Light Sees Your Tremor
The afternoon sun is bright, and you are tired of holding up the sky. Everyone sees the strength you project, but inside, you are trembling that they will discover the fraud.
You walk through the middle of the day wearing a mask that feels heavier than your face. The light does not need your performance to see you.
It sees the tremor behind the smile. It knows the exhaustion you hide.
In the gospel of Thomas, the light says it is split open in the wood and hidden under the stone — present in the broken, ordinary parts of you, not just the polished exterior. You do not have to maintain the illusion for the light to love you.
It is already there, in the crack where you think you are failing. The strength you fake is not what makes you beloved.
The terror of being found out is the darkness trying to convince you that you must earn your place. But the light was there before you put the mask on.
It will be there after you take it off. You are not a fraud to the one who made you.
You are a child who is tired. Put the armor down, even for an hour.
The light does not admire your performance. It waits for your honesty.
The middle of the day is hard, but you do not have to walk it alone.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, John
Verses
John 1:16
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