the terror that if you finally stop performing, the people who love you will realize they were loving a costume and leave

Rest in the Light, Not the Performance

The afternoon sun is bright, and it feels like you are holding up the sky with nothing but your own two hands. You are terrified that if you finally drop the act, the people around you will see the costume and walk away.

But the light does not love the performance; it loves the person underneath the mask. There is a voice that says if you are not useful, you are unlovable.

Yet the truth is far simpler and far deeper: you are known completely, and you are held anyway. The Father's love is not a reward for your stamina.

It is the ground you stand on before you take a single step. You do not have to earn the right to exist in this room.

The light sees the exhaustion behind your eyes and calls it by name. Stop trying to be the sun.

You were made to rest in it.

Drawing from

John, Matthew

Verses

John 10:14-15, Matthew 11:28

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