Your Shaking Hands Are Love Waking Up
The afternoon sun hits the floorboards and your hands are still shaking from the screaming. You replay the sound of your own voice—how it tore through the quiet, how it frightened the small thing you love most.
In this long middle of the day, the silence feels heavy with what you just did. But listen—the light does not turn away from the parent who is trembling.
It knows the fracture between who you are and what you became in that moment. There is a compassion that sees the shaking hands not as evidence of failure, but as the place where the regret is already doing its work.
You do not have to fix the memory before you can be held. The light is here in the dust motes, in the stillness, waiting for you to stop running from yourself.
The shame says you are too broken to be trusted again. The truth says you are being restored right now, in the middle of the mess.
Your hands are shaking because the love is waking up.
Drawing from
1 John 3:19-20, Mark 6:34
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