The Light Loves the Broken Thing
The afternoon sun demands that you hold your shape, that you perform the steady version of yourself so the people around you feel safe. You carry the weight of their expectations like armor, terrified that if you finally show your cracks, the love will walk away.
But the light does not love the mask you wear; it loves the broken thing underneath. There was a man by a pool for thirty-eight years, waiting to be whole, and the light did not ask him to stand up first—it simply saw him and called him out of the hiding.
You are afraid that showing your need will cost you your relationships, yet the only love worth keeping is the kind that runs toward the wound, not away from it. The light is not looking for a performance; it is looking for a friend who is real.
Stop holding your breath and trying to be the stone everyone thinks you are. The stable version of you is a cage, but the cracked version is where the light gets in.
Drawing from
John, Luke
Verses
John 15:15
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