the fear that your silence is actually indifference and that heaven has mistaken your quiet for a lack of care

Held When You Have No Strength

The afternoon stretches out, long and gray, and your silence begins to feel like a wall you built yourself. You worry that your quiet has been mistaken for indifference, that heaven looks at your stillness and sees a lack of care.

But the light does not measure your love by the noise you make or the words you speak. There was a man who lay beside a pool for thirty-eight years, too weak to move, too tired to ask.

The light did not wait for him to prove he cared. It walked straight to the one who could do nothing and asked if he wanted to get well.

Your silence is not a verdict. It is simply the place where the light finds you when you have no strength left to perform.

The Father knows the difference between a closed door and a resting heart. You are not being ignored because you are quiet.

You are being held exactly where you are. The work continues even when your hands are still.

Drawing from

John, Matthew

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