refreshing the conversation thread every thirty seconds to see if the three little dots of them typing have appeared, then spiraling when they haven't

Held in the Quiet Waiting

The afternoon stretches out, a long, quiet middle where the screen becomes the only thing that matters. You refresh the thread.

Thirty seconds pass. You refresh again.

The silence feels like a verdict, and the spiraling begins—the story that you are forgotten, that the connection is broken. But the light does not live in the three little dots.

It lives in the space between the messages. It is present even when the cursor is still.

You are not defined by the response you are waiting for. You are held in the waiting itself.

The love that reaches you does not depend on the speed of the reply. It is already there, steady as the sun moving across the floor, whether the phone lights up or not.

Drawing from

John 8:10-11, Gospel of Thomas 70

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