The Light That Sees Behind Your Mask
The afternoon stretches out, a long gray corridor where the mind replays yesterday's conversation on a loop. You are terrified because the exact wording of the lie has dissolved, leaving only the hollow fear that they saw the slip.
That you were found out. In the middle of the day, the mask feels heaviest, and the performance of okayness threatens to crack.
But there is a light that sees behind the face you show the world. It knows the words you forgot and the fear you carry.
And it does not turn away. The light that lives inside you was there before the lie was told, and it remains untouched by the shadow of exposure.
You are not your performance. You are not the story you tried to tell.
The truth has already made its home within you, waiting for you to stop running.
Drawing from
John, Gospel of Thomas
Verses
John 3:21
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