Holy Beneath the Stain
The afternoon light is unforgiving. It exposes the smear on the sheet before you can reach to hide it.
You see the caregiver's eyes flicker down, then quickly away—a practiced mercy to spare your dignity while you burn inside with the shame of being seen. In this long middle of the day, the performance of holding it together feels heaviest.
But there is a love that does not need you to be clean to stay close. The Good came into your midst to restore every nature to its root, not to judge the stain on the surface.
That glance did not define you; it only proved you are human, fragile, and deeply loved in your breaking. The light does not look away in disgust; it looks away to give you space to breathe.
You are not the accident. You are the root beneath it, still holy, still whole.
Drawing from
Gospel of Mary, Luke
Verses
Gospel of Mary 4:28-29
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