typing out a long message to tell them everything you're feeling, then deleting it word by word until the screen is blank again

The Light Remains When Words Are Gone

The afternoon light is flat and heavy, pressing down on the screen where your fingers hover. You type out the whole truth—the ache, the confusion, the raw edge of your heart—and then you stop.

One by one, you press backspace until the words dissolve into nothingness. The cursor blinks in the empty white space, a silent witness to what you could not send.

But know this: the light does not need your message to know what is inside you. It was already there before you typed the first letter.

Thomas says there is light within a person of light, and it lights up the whole world. Even when the screen is blank, even when the words are gone, the light remains.

You do not have to bring forth the perfect sentence to be seen. The thing you tried to say is already known.

The silence you left behind is not emptiness; it is the space where the light lives.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas 24, Gospel of Thomas 70

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