Light Already in the Stumble
The afternoon is long, and the world feels rigid against your body. You move through spaces designed for legs that do not ache, for eyes that do not strain, for a pace you cannot keep without cost.
It is exhausting to be a stranger in a land built for someone else. But listen — the light does not require you to fit the mold.
It is not waiting for you to become seamless before it arrives. It is already in the stumble, in the pause, in the extra effort it takes to simply exist.
The Good entered your midst not to fix the deficiency, but to restore your nature to its root. You are not broken because the world cannot hold you.
You are a drop from the light, sent here to illuminate the very places that try to exclude you. The river of life flows through the middle of the street, clear and constant, and it does not ask you to walk faster to reach it.
The healing is not a future reward for overcoming; it is the presence that holds you up when the ground is uneven. The leaves of the tree are for the healing of the nations, and your life is one of those leaves.
The struggle is real, but it is not the end of your story. The light is making everything new, right now, inside the fatigue.
Drawing from
Gospel of Mary, Sophia of Jesus Christ, Revelation
Verses
Gospel of Mary 4:28-29, Sophia of Jesus Christ 93:5-8
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