watching your addiction hurt the people you love most and being unable to stop

Light Already Inside Your Prison

The afternoon is long, and the weight of what you are doing to the people you love feels heaviest when the sun is high. You watch the damage unfold in real time, promising yourself you will stop before the next hurt, but the cycle spins again.

You feel like a prisoner in your own skin, unable to break the chains that bind you. But listen — there is a voice that entered the prison of the body and said: 'He who hears, let him get up from the deep sleep.' That voice is not shouting at your failure.

It is calling your name from inside the very place where you feel most trapped. The light does not wait for you to clean yourself up before it arrives.

It is already there, in the middle of the mess, in the middle of the afternoon, in the middle of you.

Drawing from

Apocryphon of John, John

Verses

Apocryphon of John 25:20-22, John 6:37

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